I am ranting today because I feel like crap; I was going to use a different 4 letter word that starts with an ‘S’, but decided to be a little kinder in the words I use today.
Per urbandictionary.com –
when used to describe sickness;feeling sick
“Oh, man, I feel like crap!”
We arrived home this past Sunday from our long trip, Monday I started feeling a little sick, Tuesday was worse, Wednesday I felt like crap, today a little bitter, but still crappy.
I try every day to be a nice person, I complain a lot about everything; not sure why, I just do. But when I feel like crap, please, my complaining increases to the highest level – I should be left alone, I want to be left alone. After all who really cares about the way I feel?
In my post ‘Aches, Pains, Life’, I wrote about the aches and pains I experience every day and these aches and pains affect my everyday activities; mainly limiting me from doing activities I enjoy. I just am unable to do many things I once could do. And now, these past few days, I have fever, coughing, sneezing, running nose, watery and itchy eyes, more body aches and tiredness; yes, I feel like crap.
But does anyone really care about the way I feel? No, not really; nobody knows I am sick and concerning my upper back, lower back, shoulder, rotator cuffs and arms – the pain I experience every day, I usually do not complain about it to anyone except my partner. I figure no one really cares. Oh, and let’s talk about my arthritis; well my doctor has not officially diagnose me with arthritis, but I know it when I feel it. It is becoming colder outside (which by the way – I HATE colder weather) and the humidity is higher, so my joints hurt and are stiff; yes, I feel like crap.
But does anyone really care about the way I feel? No, not really, nobody knows I feel like crap except my partner and he knows – I should be left alone, I want to be left alone.
So why am I ranting about this today on my blog to you the readers, I do not really know why, I think it may be I would like for someone, anyone to care about the way I feel.
I feel like crap – so I needed to rant about it.
Thanks for reading!