I wish there was something I could do to help. What a horrible, horrible thing you’re having to go through. But yes, you keep on trying… and don’t you ever stop.
Your honest sharing is inspirational. You keep hope alive. Thank you and know you are not alone. All your followers are with you each moment. I think of you throughout the day and send you love and a smile. ๐โบ๏ธ
It hurts so bad. Dull the pain with Your love. Blur the sharp edges by reminding me thatย from bad comes good. Help me appreciate that after the sorrow, joy is sweeter. I look forward to better times. I can endure anything with You by my side.ย
Sorry, Terry, I was replying from my email so of course, the link didn’t go through. I published it for you on surprising lives instead. Here’s the link. https://surprisinglives.net/2017/06/14/when-the-angels-whisper/
Hope you have a good day, today. ๐
Oh sweet Terry! sure hoping the radiation helped yesterday. You continue to inspire us all, and I send love and hugs. Wish there was more I could do! xoxo
Healing light and hope being sent your way. This isn’t meant as funny or being callous to your obvious distress at all, but when you reach the end of the rope, tie a knot and hang in there. Thank God for Gary. And I think you’re doing so well…taking time for others and even a glimpse of your world class smile there in the midst of your terrible suffering. I hope for you and for things to get a LOT better real soon!
You said that you hoped something positive would come from all of this and I have to tell you that you have touched my life. With your ability to love, with your relationship with Gary, how he loves you. That love that you have. That pureness in your heart. Those things have put positive in MY life. I pray for you and I just wanted you to know I watched your video and that you matter. This journey, this fight you are fighting has mattered to me and I imagine so many others that have been a part of following you. All my love, bethany
Thank you Bethany, your words are kind and appreciated. I am humbled if in some way I have touched other’s lives in a positive way. You taking the time to watch the video and comment means a great deal to me – it brings me strength knowing I have people who are supporting me. Hoping all is well with you my friend.
My friend, I am so sorry I was not able to message you last night, I had no router!!! You were in my thoughts though and so desperately wanted to see how you were doing. All up and running today and have just listened and seen your post. Terry, I wish I could take the pain away from you. I hate that you are going through all this. How are you today? I really hope the radiation helps and helps with your pain. Hugs and love. xxx
Lynne, no need to be sorry, I understand life sometimes gets in our way. It is early here and I wake with the usual pains. Another day of radiation treatment and doctors visits. I wake each morning hoping for a better day. Thank you for always supporting me while I go through this journey. ๐
My dearest friend, I did not watch this last night because I wanted to concentrate fully. So now I’m shedding tears of frustration. You know if I could I would be right beside you. I can’t because of stupid visa issues but I would be. I would. I would be camped outside your caravan and Gary would be shooing me away and saying ‘who IS that strange woman’. โบ๏ธ And by the way, I hate camping โบ๏ธ but I would be there. I can’t express my sorrow on seeing you so debilitated by this pain. I really really hope that the radiation treatment is beginning to have an effect. And I send you love. Real love which I know you find strange because we never met but I mean it. You touch my heart and soul deeply and I consider you to be my very dear friend and I want to make it all right for you. And for Gary. Your wonderful dear true love. I want to make it better for him too. I send those gentle hugs, I send the warm rays and soft moonbeams. I send you all the strength I have to keep going. And above all I send my wish that you suffer no more and that you can be freed from the chains of pain. Take all this … it’s free. And take the relief that I am not camping outside your RV …. ๐ค
Osyth, you certainly have a way with words. You are sincere and funny at the same time – you always bring a smile to my face. I accept your feelings, your gentle hugs and all the goodness of your heart – because I know you truly are genuine. Today, I have another radiation treatment, a couple of doctors appointments – so we shall see how the day progresses with me and my pain. Take care and be happy. ๐
Sending healing light and love to you and Gary ๐ I hope the radiation is starting to reduce the tumors and you find releif.
Hang in there Terry. xoxo
I wish I could find the right words, but I canยดt, itยดs so terrible to see you cry, and telling you that I cried with you doesn’t really help, so instead I will concentrate on the one good thing that shines through everything you do and say and have to live through, and thatยดs LOVE. Your love and Garyยดs is one the most beautiful things in the world, and you must cling to it and try to let it – and the morphine – help you find relief from the pain as much as you can. Many hugs to you my dear friend! I think of you everyday, even if Iยดm not writing and sending you healing thoughts and hugs! โค
Aww, Terry… ๐ I so wish I could be there with you, try to make you forget your pain, stuff you with cake and just hug you! It feels so bad to just watch from afar… But I know that you are in the best of hands and that thereยดs no one who cares for you more than Gary and Iยดm happy that heยดs there for you! Have a happy, and hopefully painfree day my friend! โค
Oh, Terry – what a sad journey you are on. So glad that you have someone to lean on when its tough. You are much stronger than me. I have had a migraine for a week and couldn’t look at the computer so I missed you this week. Much love K xx
Oh, don’t you worry about not being on the computer, you need to take care of yourself. I was wondering where you were, so I think about you Kerry and always hope you are doing well. thank you for the kind comment, have a good day my friend.
You know you made me cry right? I feel for you Terry and I will continue to pray for you and for you to have continued strength. All you can do is try. There is power in the trying.
Tikeetha, I appreciate those tears, trust me I have shed many of them in the past weeks and months. I continue along this journey with some strength though I am becoming weaker. Thank you as always for your prayers.
I wish there was something I could do to help. What a horrible, horrible thing you’re having to go through. But yes, you keep on trying… and don’t you ever stop.
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Thanks Paula for your support – I appreciate you. ๐
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You are an inspiration, but I’m so sorry that this has to be the reason. Wish I could do something besides sending hugs and virtual spoons.
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I understand Peggy, you stopping by everyday to read and leave a message is a huge help. Your support means a great deal to me. ๐
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Your honest sharing is inspirational. You keep hope alive. Thank you and know you are not alone. All your followers are with you each moment. I think of you throughout the day and send you love and a smile. ๐โบ๏ธ
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Thank you Paula for being here and supporting me as I go through a difficult time. I appreciate all your encouragement. ๐
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Dear God,ย
It hurts so bad. Dull the pain with Your love. Blur the sharp edges by reminding me thatย from bad comes good. Help me appreciate that after the sorrow, joy is sweeter. I look forward to better times. I can endure anything with You by my side.ย
Amen๐
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Thank you Tink. ๐
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๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ค๐ปno words, just a virtual hug ๐ค
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Thank you Chris. ๐
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I found this image quote that I originally wrote in 2015 in my old files and I thought of you and your terrible nights. Amanda
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Thanks Amanda, I hope you have a good day. ๐
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Sending love and hugs again.
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Always appreciated – thank you Victo. ๐
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Thank you. ๐
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Sorry, Terry, I was replying from my email so of course, the link didn’t go through. I published it for you on surprising lives instead. Here’s the link.
https://surprisinglives.net/2017/06/14/when-the-angels-whisper/
Hope you have a good day, today. ๐
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Thanks Amanda, I appreciate the link. ๐
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Oh sweet Terry! sure hoping the radiation helped yesterday. You continue to inspire us all, and I send love and hugs. Wish there was more I could do! xoxo
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Radiation continuous for several more weeks and we shall see what comes from it Thank you Jodi. ๐
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Sending love, love, love, and hugs to you and Gary.
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Thank you Alexis, as always I appreciate your endless support. ๐
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Dear Terry, please don’t give up! Sending prayers and blessings your way!
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Dolly, I will not give up – no matter the struggles, I will NOT give up. ๐
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Keep smiling, dear!
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Healing light and hope being sent your way. This isn’t meant as funny or being callous to your obvious distress at all, but when you reach the end of the rope, tie a knot and hang in there. Thank God for Gary. And I think you’re doing so well…taking time for others and even a glimpse of your world class smile there in the midst of your terrible suffering. I hope for you and for things to get a LOT better real soon!
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Thank you Embeecee for you kind words and encouraging comment. I appreciate them very much. ๐
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My heart is breaking. Sending warm hugs to you and to Gary. If I could help you bear some of your pain…I would, my dear friend.
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Laurel, as much as I appreciate you bearing some of my pain, I would not give it to you or anyone else. You are very kind and a true friend.
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I know you wouldn’t, but I’d still do it if I could.
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As always, thoughts and prayers are headed your way.
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Thank you Sarah, they are always welcomed! ๐
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Love, hugs, strength and hope.
xxx
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Thank you very much. ๐
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So very welcome.
xx
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You said that you hoped something positive would come from all of this and I have to tell you that you have touched my life. With your ability to love, with your relationship with Gary, how he loves you. That love that you have. That pureness in your heart. Those things have put positive in MY life. I pray for you and I just wanted you to know I watched your video and that you matter. This journey, this fight you are fighting has mattered to me and I imagine so many others that have been a part of following you. All my love, bethany
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Thank you Bethany, your words are kind and appreciated. I am humbled if in some way I have touched other’s lives in a positive way. You taking the time to watch the video and comment means a great deal to me – it brings me strength knowing I have people who are supporting me. Hoping all is well with you my friend.
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You are in my daily thoughts Terry! Hugs!
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Thank you Kathryn, I appreciate you. Have a happy day! ๐
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My friend, I am so sorry I was not able to message you last night, I had no router!!! You were in my thoughts though and so desperately wanted to see how you were doing. All up and running today and have just listened and seen your post. Terry, I wish I could take the pain away from you. I hate that you are going through all this. How are you today? I really hope the radiation helps and helps with your pain. Hugs and love. xxx
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Lynne, no need to be sorry, I understand life sometimes gets in our way. It is early here and I wake with the usual pains. Another day of radiation treatment and doctors visits. I wake each morning hoping for a better day. Thank you for always supporting me while I go through this journey. ๐
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You are so welcome, and happy to be with you through this journey. I hope today goes well, and I hope and pray you get some relief. x
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Thank you Lynne. ๐
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My dearest friend, I did not watch this last night because I wanted to concentrate fully. So now I’m shedding tears of frustration. You know if I could I would be right beside you. I can’t because of stupid visa issues but I would be. I would. I would be camped outside your caravan and Gary would be shooing me away and saying ‘who IS that strange woman’. โบ๏ธ And by the way, I hate camping โบ๏ธ but I would be there. I can’t express my sorrow on seeing you so debilitated by this pain. I really really hope that the radiation treatment is beginning to have an effect. And I send you love. Real love which I know you find strange because we never met but I mean it. You touch my heart and soul deeply and I consider you to be my very dear friend and I want to make it all right for you. And for Gary. Your wonderful dear true love. I want to make it better for him too. I send those gentle hugs, I send the warm rays and soft moonbeams. I send you all the strength I have to keep going. And above all I send my wish that you suffer no more and that you can be freed from the chains of pain. Take all this … it’s free. And take the relief that I am not camping outside your RV …. ๐ค
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Osyth, you certainly have a way with words. You are sincere and funny at the same time – you always bring a smile to my face. I accept your feelings, your gentle hugs and all the goodness of your heart – because I know you truly are genuine. Today, I have another radiation treatment, a couple of doctors appointments – so we shall see how the day progresses with me and my pain. Take care and be happy. ๐
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A smile can ease great pain if only for a fleeting moment. So if I have managed that then I am happy. Go softly today, dear Terry ๐
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I’m choked, Terry.
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Oh Derrick I appreciate you very much. Thank you for visiting today, as I always look forward to seeing you. ๐
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Sending healing light and love to you and Gary ๐ I hope the radiation is starting to reduce the tumors and you find releif.
Hang in there Terry. xoxo
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Thank you Val, I hope soon also to find some relief. I appreciate you. ๐
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I wish I could find the right words, but I canยดt, itยดs so terrible to see you cry, and telling you that I cried with you doesn’t really help, so instead I will concentrate on the one good thing that shines through everything you do and say and have to live through, and thatยดs LOVE. Your love and Garyยดs is one the most beautiful things in the world, and you must cling to it and try to let it – and the morphine – help you find relief from the pain as much as you can. Many hugs to you my dear friend! I think of you everyday, even if Iยดm not writing and sending you healing thoughts and hugs! โค
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Thanks Sarah for your very caring comment. I appreciate you taking the time to watch the video and write such a beautiful comment. ๐
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Aww, Terry… ๐ I so wish I could be there with you, try to make you forget your pain, stuff you with cake and just hug you! It feels so bad to just watch from afar… But I know that you are in the best of hands and that thereยดs no one who cares for you more than Gary and Iยดm happy that heยดs there for you! Have a happy, and hopefully painfree day my friend! โค
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Thank you dear Sarah. ๐
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Oh, Terry – what a sad journey you are on. So glad that you have someone to lean on when its tough. You are much stronger than me. I have had a migraine for a week and couldn’t look at the computer so I missed you this week. Much love K xx
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Oh, don’t you worry about not being on the computer, you need to take care of yourself. I was wondering where you were, so I think about you Kerry and always hope you are doing well. thank you for the kind comment, have a good day my friend.
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You are so sweet to think about me when you are struggling. I am feeling better today and I hope you are too. K x
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You know you made me cry right? I feel for you Terry and I will continue to pray for you and for you to have continued strength. All you can do is try. There is power in the trying.
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Tikeetha, I appreciate those tears, trust me I have shed many of them in the past weeks and months. I continue along this journey with some strength though I am becoming weaker. Thank you as always for your prayers.
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My heart goes out to you Terry!!! Thank you Gary!!! HUGS for both of you!
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