Currently my body is taking a beating.
Cancer is beating every part of my body and not wasting time doing it.
Immunotherapy is beating on my body with tiredness and fatigue.
Pain medications are beating my body and causing the bowels to not function properly.
Lymphedema is beating on my feet and legs and causing painful movement.
I wake every morning knowing my body will once again feel ache, tiredness, bowel issues and pain with movement.
I wake every morning knowing I will have a day I will need to fight back.
Fighting back is keeping a positive attitude – the best I can under the circumstances.
Fighting back is holding on to hope – there is always hope.
Fighting back is performing daily physical exercises – even when I don’t want to.
Fighting back is eating as well as I can – even when I have no appetite.
Currently my mind is taking a beating.
Cancer is beating every part of my body including my mind – my thoughts and my emotions at times are weak.
Immunotherapy is beating on my mind with fatigue and lethargy – I am limited on time to use my mind for much rest is needed.
Pain medications are beating my mind and causing tiredness and limited thinking – I must rest and try to rejuvenate.
Lymphedema is beating my mind due to the effects from my limited walking.
I wake every morning knowing my mind will once again feel fatigued and emotional.
I wake every morning knowing I will have a day I will need to fight back.
Fighting back is keeping a positive attitude – the best I can under the circumstances.
Fighting back is holding on to hope – there is always hope.
Fighting back is performing daily mindfulness exercises – even when I don’t want to.
Fighting back is eating as well as I can – even when I have no appetite.
Currently my soul is taking a beating.
Cancer is beating every aspect of my being including my soul – my identity, that spiritual part of me is receiving messages of non-understanding thoughts.
Immunotherapy is beating on my soul with questioning decisions and actions – am I spiritual and is this part of me being tested?
Pain medications are beating my soul and causing limited thinking – I must rest and follow that which comes from wisdom and makes some logic.
Lymphedema is beating my soul because of body image, pain and limitations.
I wake every morning knowing my soul will once again have questions with no answers.
I wake every morning knowing I will have a day I will need to fight back.
Fighting back is keeping a positive attitude – the best I can under the circumstances.
Fighting back is holding on to hope – there is always hope.
Fighting back is performing daily support from confirmations – even when I don’t feel it.
Fighting back is eating as well as I can – even when I have no appetite.